Hi David: Your story has touched me. I don't know you (and I know nothing about you), but I feel compelled to suggest to you that the 'game' is never over for you if you have reasonable health, a skill that the world recognizes and values, and one or two good friends (I'll bet you have all of those to a sufficient degree). It's absurd to say that your life has 'crumbled' just because your wife divorced you and you have no money. Lots of people have had a similar experience and eventually counted themselves lucky to have escaped! I'm not suggesting that you should seek help from religion or pyschotherapy or in fact anything but the experience of talking out your troubles to some friend you trust. On the other hand, if no one is available nearby, do see a counselor. There must be some competent professional near where you live who will be willing to listen to you without charging you anything! As you are well aware, people have known from time immemorial that it's therapeutic to talk out your troubles to a sympathetic and understanding listener. I sincerely wish you the best of everything! All is NOT lost! Alan Schoen At 06:48 AM 4/4/2006, you wrote:
Thanks all for the suggestions. They come too late, the game is over for me. As I have watched my life crumble, the most painful part has been the false hope, but now all is lost, and I can let go of that, and get on with the business of living the miserable remainder of my hopefully short life.
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